This article first appeared as ‘Body-Work
and Being’, by Don H. Johnson, in the journal
‘New Realities’, September/October
1987. pp. 20 23..
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by Don Hanlon Johnson
During the past 100 years, Europeans and Americans
have developed a wide range of practices for working
directly with the human body: osteopathy, chiropractic,
the Alexander technique, sensory awareness, Rolfing,
Reichian analysis, Feldenkrais work, autogenic training,
progressive relaxation, etc. (Some of us refer to this
as the field of somatics," a word I will use here.)
After decades of quiet work among small groups of people,
somatics has begun to attract popular interest because
of its successes in alleviating physical and psychological
pains. Those very successes, however, have distracted
people from noticing this fledgling tradition's deeper
significance, which consists in teaching a radically
different answer to the question, ' What is the body?"
and, derivatively, "What is reality?"
Two answers to those questions have shaped western culture,
both based on the assumption that the body and the real
self are radically separate. The one, found in the Platonic
and Christian traditions, defines the body as a wild,
irrational animal needing to be tamed by a "higher
self. The other, becoming popular with the beginnings
of modern science, considers it a desouled physical
object, to be ordered and manipulated like any physical
thing, and understood through quantitative logic. In
both traditions, the truly human qualities of freedom,
wisdom, and love are thought to be found by distancing
oneself from the body.
Those teachings are not simply metaphysical; they are
attempts to understand our human plight. For many of
us, inhabiting our bodies is too painful. Some people
have grown up in abusive families; others live in sickness;
still others have to work so hard that they are in chronic
pain. At the moral level, greed and lust too often pull
us from our course. No wonder that we try to disengage
ourselves from that thorny world of experience, and
create the feeling that those pains and pulls are not
really us.
The somatics pioneers, however, despite their apparent
and sometimes contentious differences, have developed
a radically different way of resolving those human conflicts.
"Body," in our work, is looked to as the source
of, not the impediment to, basic human values. Knowledge,
freedom, and love are to be developed not by distancing
ourselves from it, but by descending into it with the
task of refining its sensations and movements. In that
sense, the somatics family is not best understood as
an alternative to traditional medicine and physical
culture, but as a western counterpart to the ancient
family of Asian, African. Native American, and Middle
Eastern spiritual practices that aim at dissolving the
dualistic condition of human experience. As in those
more traditional cultures, health, relaxation, and physical
fitness are by products of the resolution of those more
basic human needs.
I stumbled into the field some 20 years ago at a time
when I had spent most of my life immersed in philosophy
and theology. Although, being a devotee of philosophers
like Martin Heidegger and William James, I had rejected
the mind body split as intellectually untenable. I felt
divided into two incompatible parts: the one, which
I called my body, I sensed as a rigid, pain ridden,
mechanical set of pulleys and levers filled by noxious
vapors: the other, which I called the real I, existed
in a vast cave of baroque images and chattering voices,
where I lived remote from people around me. Suddenly,
within a few months, I encountered sensory awareness,
bioenergetics, and Rolfing, and felt myself falling
into a fleshy new world.
The most dramatic shifts in my experience of reality
occurred in my early sessions of Rolflng. As the Rolfer
moved his fingers deeply--and usually painfully--inside
my rib cage or thighs, I had that peculiar feeling shared
by everyone in this work which is so hard to articulate
that it is rarely communicated properly: I suddenly
knew that the mechanical reactions of my muscles and
guts were my personality; that my soul, in fact, lay
there writhing to break out of those rigid bonds. After
the sessions, I would glimpse what it was like for Isan,
the Zen master, my feet and hands seeming lumines-cent,
radiating a newly felt truth.
I would come to have a clearer understanding of that
experience as I have noted it again and again while
experiencing different branches of somatics during these
past 20 years. When Feldenkrais practitioners would
gently pull on my arm or subtly nudge a rib, I would
once again be back in that state of non dualism or “presence"
that I knew from my experiences of meditation: my tiresome
inner gossip stopped, and I was just here. Lifting my
foot and lowering it several times during a 3 hour session
with Charlotte Selver, I would find myself in that same
place--just as I would when a cranial sacral osteopath
was gently manipulating my occipital crest. or an Aston
Patterner was rotating my ankle. or I was doing micro
movements with Emilie Conrad Da'Oud, or being touched
by an Esalen masseur.
The truly deep effects of these works is best expressed
for me in this passage from Norman O. Brown, which had
seemed farfetched to me when I first read it a few weeks
before my first Rolfing session:
“Union and unification is of bodies, not souls
... soul, personality, and ego are what distinguish
and separate us: they make us individuals, arrived at
by dividing till you can divide no more--atoms. But
psychic individuals, separate, unfissionable on the
inside, impenetrable on the outside, are like physical
atoms, an illusion; in the twentieth century, in this
age of fission, we can split the individual even as
we can split the atom. Souls, personalities, and egos
are masks, specters, concealing our unity as body. For
it is as one biological species that mankind is one,..
so that to become conscious of ourselves as body is
to become conscious of mankind as one."
For some 35 years, I had committed my life to the ideal
that a resolution of the various conflicts tearing our
planet apart would come about from people arriving at
ideological agreements. At this point, red faced, I
woke up to how chimerical that dream was. If our unity
depends on eliminating the melange of labyrinthine world
views scattered throughout every neighborhood, we are
doomed to division. The somatics work awakened in me
the sense of our already shared but little valued unity
in the air we breathe, the Earth that supports us, the
common movement of our cells, the biological patterns
underlying our body structures.
What is it about Somatics that produces a new, non dualistic
sense of reality in contrast to older forms of work
with the body? Here are three aspects of dualism that
are directly addressed by the various practices:
Self and world. There is an ancient tendency to feel
a radical division between my perceptions of myself
(“subjective") and the outer world ("objective").
This finds its way into our social structures that are
designed to distance us from the soil, air, and water
that nurture us to such an extent that those biological
roots are put in jeopardy. Every one of the somatic
methods assaults that illusory division, awakening us
to the fact that we are situated within the world; distinction
from it is a sometimes useful, sometimes destructive
mental construction.
A typical example: one evening in a sensory awareness
class we were walking very slowly. I was floating among
worries about conflicts from the day's work. my impending
divorce, and my stiff neck. Suddenly I woke up (words
limp at this point) to my foot brushing the reed mats
underneath, the solidity of the floor supporting me,
the sounds of others, the feel of the air, and Charlotte
Selver's voice saying, "Ah, at last, you are there
for your foot."
Self [mind, soul, and spirit] and body. The somatic
practices transform the ancient feeling that we live
torn between the private ethereal world of ideas, fantasies,
and spiritual values, and the radically separate world
of flesh. Our various strategies give a person a sense
that his or her body is like an ancient city where layer
upon layer of history, art, forgotten shrines, secret
laboratories, and peoples from strange cultures lie
behind the visible facades. Somatic work is like an
archaeological dig in which the person learns how to
sift through the various layers until he or she can
discern the psychological, social, and spiritual meanings
in different muscle groups, organs, and gestures.
A Reichian therapist listens to a woman tell about being
attacked by a man as she came out of a hotel restroom
ten years ago. Sensitively touching her upper abdomen
as she talks, he gradually helps her become aware of
the connection between her painful memories, her experience
of tiny movements in her abdomen, and how she has constructed
a web of armor to shield herself from fear. A Rolfer,
with his fingers deep within a man's psoas, gives him
a literal sense of how that deep muscle, normally beyond
the pale of experience, reacts in fear of being judged
by others. An Aston Patterner helps a person feel how
what seems to be the most efficient way to get out of
a chair is actually an unnecessarily stressful series
of movements, embodying old beliefs about suffering
as the key to virtue.
The genius of a particular family of somatic methods
can be appreciated as a specific contribution to dissolving
that feeling of being alienated from the world. The
structural functional family, for example (including
the Alexander technique, Rolfing, Feldenkrais, Aston
Pattering, and their various derivatives), can reveal
to a person the intimate liaison between one's sense
of self and the field of gravity. The energetic family
(Reichian therapy, bioenergetics, etc.) reconnects us
with the cellular movements common to all living things,
and with the atmosphere which sustains us all. The awareness
family (Conrad Da'Oud, Selver, Rosen, Proskauer, etc.)
closes the gap between our fantasies of our separate
selves and our immediate experience of the sensuous
world that is our common home.
In short, the somatic strategies bring about the realization
that the ways I move and gesture, the quality of my
digestion, the degree of discrimination in my seeing
and touching are the matrix within which my personality
germinates and grows, dehiscing into intellectual concepts,
spiritual beliefs, loves and hates. Problems on one
level will appear at every other; expansion at one level
will reverberate throughout all.
F. Matthias Alexander accurately states that experience
in this comment on his long and successful process of
healing his laryngitis:
“I must admit that when I began my investigation,
I, in common with most people, conceived of ‘body'
and 'mind' as separate parts of the same organism, and
consequently believed that human ills, difficulties,
and shortcomings could be classified as either 'mental'
or ‘physical' and dealt on with specifically ‘mental’
or specifically ‘physical’ lines. My practical
experiences, however, led me to abandon this point of
view and readers of my books will be aware that the
technique described in them is based on the opposite
conception, namely that it is impossible to separate
'mental' and 'physical' processes in any form of human
activity. This change in my conception of the human
organism has not come about as the outcome of mere theorizing
on my part. It has been forced upon me by the experiences
which I have gained through my investigations in a new
field of practical experimentation upon the living human
being.”
(The use of the Self – Chapter One: Evolution
of a Technique)
An important implication of that practical overcoming
of the self body dichotomy has to do with a rediscovery
of the value of sensuous experience. Think of us as
a community of biological organisms in a natural environment.
Think of what it takes to sustain and enrich this community
at its most fundamental level: food, shelter, organization
of work, art and play, care of the sick and aged. Then
think of the most abstract human goals: an Islamic or
Marxist society, capitalism, Roman Catholicism, Presbyterianism,
etc. Despite our best interests, we are collectively
supporting the most obscure goals whose "truth"
is difficult, if not impossible, to verify, in favor
of those that are the most obvious and tangible. Somatics
is a radical challenge to that perversion.
Self and others. It's hardly news that our social world
is rent with fractures from the divisions within family
units, to the neighborhood, the nation, and the planet.
Somatics limns another perspective on that alienation,
teaching us to notice and transform the posturing, glazed
eyes, harsh words, furtive glances, rigidity, and flaccidity
that characterize people working in groups. Various
somatic strategies have the capacity to create a consensual
model of community, in the radical sense of that word
which means "feeling" or "perceiving
together.” Sensory awareness methods help people
truly see and hear each other; the energetic work gives
people a sense of our organic unity; structural work
loosens the rigidities so that we are more flexible
with each other, less tenacious about our positions.
In that sense, Somatics is situated within the uniquely
Western contribution to a political ideal of freedom,
a notion that we are capable, in community, of finding
truth based on direct experience of the sensuous world:
authority derives from that experience shared in dialogue,
refined in feedback and continual experimentation. No
individual has a privileged access to truth.
But the implications of the work are more than political.
The dissolution of the rigid boundaries that encase
us each in our separate worlds leads to the experience
of ourselves and our natural environment as the single
Body described by mystics in all traditions.
Somatics' assault on those three dualisms provides the
context for healing. An example: I have struggled with
chronic back pain for 30 years. Standard methods prescribe
distancing myself from it by mental distraction or narcotics,
by physical exercises designed to splint it, or in the
last resort, by surgically “correcting”
it. Somatics teachers, by contrast, have taught me the
value of descending into the pain. A craniosacral osteopath,
for example, has by his manipulations led me into the
depths of my lumbar vertebrae in what began to feel
like a cellular variant of the hero's journey. As his
hands slowly guided me into that silent world beneath
the everyday pain, I found first a world of fearful
demons emerging from various parts of my life. and pre
life. With him carefully rotating my hips, I could wend
my way still deeper into new sources of knowledge, until
I reached the place of ecstasy I knew from other somatics
techniques. I walked out of his office feeling less
pain, but more importantly, more joyful and affectionate,
more alive to the colors and smells of the world, and
capable of more intimacy with my loved ones.
I finally came to discover that embodiment is not the
curse that I had early learned was the burden imposed
on us because of Adam's supposed seduction by Eve in
service of Satan, but the opportunity to find delight
in the endless variety of plants, insects, animals,
and rocks; to feel the comfort of human affection; and
to engage in the shaping of a more life supporting world.
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Don Hanlon Johnson. program
director of the Somatics Psychology program at CIIS,
has been a somatic therapist and educator for 20 years.
He is director of Esalen Institute's Somatic Education
and Research Project, The Body Spirituality Project,
and leads study seminars around the US and in Europe.
He is the author of Body, The Protean Body, and the
forthcoming Viewpoints: Reflections on Body, Spirit
and Democracy, as well as contributing editor of Somatics.
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